As always when I read one of your blogs, my first thought is to indeed breathe... but I just need to take it all in before I catch my breath. Reading one of your blogs while breathing doesn't have the same effect as if reading it in on...
xiflada, did something happen that caused your fear of water if you don't mind me asking? My mom was thrown in a pool at a young age by an older cousin when she couldn't swim and it terrified her for years. She was in her sixties before she finally decided to learn, so never say never! The time might just not be right at the moment and you might someday.