I  had  a 50th birthday  on July 11th.

Hard to believe I've been living  50 years .

I just recalled  many memories of  past  50 years  in birthday.

They're  shool days, family, friends, ex-boyfriends, marriage life. and things during living

in California for a few years , and current life.

All memories were clear although they're  old ones.

I just suppose  I will recall much more memories before death.

Probably God says I  have to think of  meaning well why I exist in the world.