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i just don't know
12:40 AM on Feb. 29, 2008
Filed under: Personal
i don't know.  life is full of change right now...good or bad I really haven't figured it out.  I am moving out...I am in trouble at work for the next 3 months so I am absolutely on pins and needles.  Which is why I am up at 1130 and I have to be at work at 4am.  As I think about the situation I am scared to death, but also excited.  I am trying to be optimistic and live my life positively, but who really knows?  When I am completely alone and live in a cardboard box should I still be a ray of sunshine?  Or does this "Secret" mess work?  If I feel like checks are coming to me or I am going to meet the love of my life this year is it going to happen?  I am trying to be sold on this concept, but as shit poors on your head it is hard to love everything around you and be grateful for the ignorance of others.  But I truly will try--not making any promises that it will work. 


Comments (2)
scribbler - 7:36 AM on Apr. 30, 2008  [ message ]
Sometimes we need to clear out the debris that's cluttering our lives to make room for the new to find its way into it. If it's any consolation, that can be what's going on when we feel everything crashing down around our ears. It can just be too soon to see that but we can look back later and recognize that was what happened. :) I hope it all works out ok for you whatever happens. Remember that not only do you need to believe in the power of positive thinking, but you need to watch out for doors opening around you too. People can miss a golden opportunity that was right there in front of them while they're moping around about how rough life is. Expect to receive what you want, do your best to make that happen and the chances will increase.
Mightamock - 11:50 AM on Mar. 6, 2008  [ message ]
remember to listen to your innner voice and look to see where your body leads you