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people
6:02 PM Nov. 2, 2008 - 3 comments - [ post comment ]
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i am a people watcher...is that creepy?  I hope not, call it a bad habit from my job...working in retail leads you to encounter such a wide array of people that often times are riveting.  I enjoy those that enter my life and encompass my thoughts, but am often struck by the wide range of people that skirt my day to day life.  It seems like the older you get the harder it is to be in someone's life and not on the outskirts.  Are we all destined to be people watchers with age?  or does some miraculous rebirth in your social circle happen later in life?  hmm.  My current opinion is that the same people from your life enter and leave it in circles...

I know that I don't hear from you now, but our paths will cross again later, good or bad only time will tell. 
tattoo
9:58 PM Aug. 3, 2008 - 0 comments - [ post comment ]
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I will get my tattoo on Tuesday...I will stop chickening out....it will say Love is Chaos  *someone suggested I put Chaos is love in the opposite direction in a Circle, but I don't know...hmmm
Dating
8:34 PM Aug. 1, 2008 - 0 comments - [ post comment ]
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oh the wonderful world of dating.  Yes I have decided after the intensity of Whole Foods Colorado style that I would focus more time on my personal life and try to achieve a better balance of career success and personal happiness.  And yes I have resorted to internet dating...is this the new trend?  or am I just utterly geeky?  I feel like my intentions for doing it was great--Whole Foods here can be an incestious party most of the time, with everyone (yes I mean everyone) knowing your business (or what they believe to be your business). 

So off I go into a world where I am mainly judged on the pathetic photo that I took of myself in Dave's basement....should I feel like I need a glamour shot?  will that get me the guy that I desire? 

It's funny because people say that if I stop trying it will happen for me (this whole love business)...but I am not so sure.  I work in a world where I see crazy ladies day in and day out that just hang out in the grocery store and cause problems because they are lonely..one has to wonder if that is because they never looked for love...is the crazy lady with ten cats just waiting for her prince charming?

 well regardless I am taking it as an experience--and am being very cautious so don't worry...and hopefully the many intriguing yet off key men that I will meet will either shape me into a more well learned person or god forbid lead to proverbial "Mr. Right?"
i just don't know
12:40 AM Feb. 29, 2008 - 2 comments - [ post comment ]
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i don't know.  life is full of change right now...good or bad I really haven't figured it out.  I am moving out...I am in trouble at work for the next 3 months so I am absolutely on pins and needles.  Which is why I am up at 1130 and I have to be at work at 4am.  As I think about the situation I am scared to death, but also excited.  I am trying to be optimistic and live my life positively, but who really knows?  When I am completely alone and live in a cardboard box should I still be a ray of sunshine?  Or does this "Secret" mess work?  If I feel like checks are coming to me or I am going to meet the love of my life this year is it going to happen?  I am trying to be sold on this concept, but as shit poors on your head it is hard to love everything around you and be grateful for the ignorance of others.  But I truly will try--not making any promises that it will work.